Monday, August 13, 2007
This is a recurring dream and the first time I had it was just after my dad's death. We are in a hospital and my dad was there and the rest of my family and my two neighbours were there. One neighbour was looking over my shoulder telling me it was my own fault and saying that if I only took off the work boots when I was told - like something I always did when he came in from work - that he'd still be alive. Then I was told to take them off but I didn't want to so I woke up.
The last time I had it recently was that I actually went to take them off. And the same thing - everything's all the same - bar the fact that I actually want to take them off but I didn't want to live with the consequences of what the dream could bring.